Zonals

today had maths test , cfm lose 1 mark alr , nvm .
left class at 12.25 for match @ yuan ching .
was looking forward to eating their sandwishes but turn out the machine was gone :<
really was super sad . first match was against DSS .
was the first single to play and i was super stress .
luckily the seniors came and gave me advice :>
i teared though i won . i doubt it was tears of joy . i dk why but i just teared .
thnik cause i almost lost thn during the last game i alr got teary .
it felt so scary just to be so close to failure , but it felt like a miracle just to win .
i know it was God who gave me the strength to carry on :)
overall we won 5-0 . we did well girls, good job :D
next was against NHHS . i was the last singles .
we lost 0-5 , but i believe we had done our best .
sigh i dk why i teared so much after that .
i guess i felt sorry and disappointed my teammates , although they lost too ,
but i felt i could have done better , at least win a game for them .
i was scared to fail and lose and every ball i hit with a heavy heart .
but most importantly is to play what we learn and gain experience from each tournament .
i believe we will work harder and do our best for the rest of the matches .

thank you those who comforted me today :>

tmr got home econs test .
i dont care if i fail cause im gonna wark hard to get into other sub .
hope i can D: i really dont want home econs D:
anw , im gonna treat whole c'div boys subway if they can win friday's match against RV .
what a goooood VC i am . heheh .

gtg revise my home econs and get some rest alr , tmr still got training .
(saded , i gotta miss Shepherding and lifegroup ! D: i think )



i love purple:P

baibai .