i really dk whts wrong .

i was thinking ...
you know , everyday i'll have this fear inside me .
i dk wht im afraid of , but i'll just feel lost sometimes .
i think i failed in studies , in friendship ,
love ? haven't yet but who knows ?
i really hated the feeling . i look ok on the outside
but really bleeding inside , maybe i may just die of too much bleeding .
i can't cry can i ? got use ? no use so i can't afford to lose anymore
energy or strength . i've cried enough .
charissa , enough of these nonsense .
life has to go on , you got to live till you old , get married .
i can't give up now . the worse is yet to come ,
this is only the beginning .
you got to stay strong , dont fall for setbacks .
stand whn you fall , smile whn you needed one .
confident , faith , thrust .
be confident , have faith and don't lose thrust .
you can do it !


i had enough , im going to show you wht im capable of ,
and not let you down .
have thrust in me and i'll have faith in you .






-god knows i love you .